If you ask me how I feel right now...the only answer I have is nothing. Emotionally, I feel absolutely nothing. So what does this mean? My mind/body has hit the massive brick wall of stress. I've shut down because I cannot deal with any more. Our mind is a funny thing I suppose; emotionally I'm numb, physically my body is on fire. Why can't my mind give my body a little of this numbness? I would like to be able to cry, but I can't. How the hell am I going to get my feelings back? Maybe I'll meditate on this little problem and some great and powerful wisdom will reach through the ether of time and space and give me an answer. And while they're at it...a cure for fibro. That would be nice to.
I wish I had a healthier reaction to my stress...but no...lets repress and block it all from the mind, and then stab a million red hot pokers all over the body. Yeah...now that sounds like a good time. You've gotta just love the irony there. But, at least I'm not having a nervous breakdown...yet. Gotta keep your eye on the positive, because my life is getting tossed around like one of my dogs toys when he really gets it into himself to utterly thrash it. And all I can think of...what's next?
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